hmmm...

i love how my parents will pay for a 2,000 dollar volleyball club but they wont pay for me to ride twice a week...

hmmmm....

Let the people your THANKFUL for know...

is true love true?

"You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile."

True love.
When true love first comes to mind people often think about there 'soul mate' or the person there dating, engaged to or married to. When true love pops in my mind i don't just think about spouses or couples i think about the people in my life just in general.

I truly believe true love doesn't have to be with a spouse or boyfriend but it can be with you best friends or sister or somebody your really close too.

True love to me means:
-if theres anything you need, you only have to let them know
-they have a shoulder you can lean on
-you can call them at 2am and they will rush out of bed over to your side
-you can put your fears in their pocket and you'll know they wont let them escape
-they are completely real and honest with you
-they keep there promises and stick to there word
-they know exactly what your feeling no matter how hard you try to hide it from the world
-When you think about them they just warm your heart
-but most of all, always there for you no matter what happens

What does it mean to you?

-maddy

i never told you

okay guys here is my version to i never told you by colbie caillat... please ignore the horrid singing, the un tuned guitar and the fact that i havnt played in a while! im learning some taylor swift songs at the moment which i promise you are a lot better, i will share soon!

- here you go christi, im only doing this for you! love you tons! <3
(i hope the video works-tell me if it doesn't)



- maddy rae

Possible Careers

Recently I have been in a phase thinking that i want to be a coroner or a chief medical examiner. Believe it our no these two careers are very separate things.

Coroner: a coroner is usually elected depending on what county your in, it is a investigator who investigates crime scenes not due to a natural cause of death. They determine weather the body needs a further autopsy or can determine the cause of death right on the spot.

Medical Examiner: Does the autopsies on the body, determining the cause of death due to forensic evidence. Medical Examiners are usably pathologist also. In some counties the medical examiner and the coroner are the same person and does both jobs.

I want to be a coroner and the chief medical examiner, double duty!

Im hoping this isn't just a phase and i will actually stay interested in this and pursue it!

it will be tons of hard work!

<3maddy rae

Horse Falling

Last sunday i was at the barn attempting probably the most difficult jump i have attempted yet. The first time i went to go for it my horse dodged it so, i went again. I kept a more firm hold on my horses face and slowed down his pace. At the last moment when i thought she was going to go over the fence, i got into my two point and gave a little rein. Just as i thought she was about to jump over it, she dodged it and i fell off landing on the fence and crashing it down. It was my first fall while jumping. I bruised my calf and the next couple of days i was hopping around school. Of course patty my instructor made me get back on the horse again and attempt the same jump but this time trotting it, i was scared and did the jump but it wasn't the prettiest sight ever. The point is i got back on and attempted it again. This sunday i have my first lesson since the fall and let me tell you im still a little nervous!

Positive thoughts!

<3 maddy rae!