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May 2, 2011

labor pains

I will admit i have been going through a tough time lately. I am just exhausted with everything; school, volleyball, friends, horseback riding, family, and just life in general. Yes, i like to believe that i can do everything and i love staying busy. I don't know how to function if i am not doing something everyday. But, i am becoming to realize busy is not always better, its overwhelming. I have been feeling stressed, and been having some anxiety lately at school.
Rachel puts it this way: since were almost at the end of the school year, its the home stretch, getting through it is the hard part but you cant stop. Just as if you were in labor you cant stop at the labor pains you have to keep pushing until the baby is out. I have no idea how being in labor feels like, but if you think about it, it makes sense.
Im on edge everyday, my parents tell me that im tired everyday because im not eating enough protein. I disagree because being tired isn't even the half of it, there is way more to how i am feeling than just being tired everyday.
I feel like i just need an extra push.
Maybe i should start considering therapy.